i’d like someone that needs me, not want me. someone who is torn into pieces, fucked up in the head, a tortured soul that needs someone like me to change &help them. i don’t really need the attention i crave for all the time. i’m a burden myself. so long as they provide for me, because they love me that much to care, i’ll be there to support them &be by their side ‘til death do us part.

sad bitch.

• lower back corset
• 2 more left lip piercings
• nose pierced
• snugs
• etc.
• sock (sleeve on foot) tattoo
• left leg sleeve tattoo
• “sigillum diaboli” tatted on the heart
• arm sleeve/half sleeve tattoos
• left eye implant (heart)
• scarifications (mini anchor)
• etc.

i love my mommy. i wanna spoil her with gifts without my dad finding out that i has moneys =w=

Damn, boutta go into debt. Well, when that day do comes, I’ll try not to be a burden (:

I’m fucked up, irritable, &just plain complicated. 

You won’t understand me, &believe me, nobody does. I’ll have people who pretend they understand me, then others who are in the same situation &act like they know me. Well I like to mention this a lot, I’m vulnerable, I have personal problems, &a low sex drive. Like me,if you must. Fuck with my feelings if you’d like. &Rape me,if it makes you happy. I’ve been going through these situations for at least five years now, but I’m over it. That’s life, deal the fuck with it.